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This is the one-stop shop that we will use for quick updates.  This will be the most recent and up-to-date info.  Lindsey is on a 6 month check up now so I usually only update the website every couple months.  I have made a facebook page for Lindsey so feel free to become a fan!  These updates are dated from January 2010 to current.  You can find some previous updates on the "Updates 2006", "Updates 2007", "Updates 2008" and the "Updates 2009" tabs.   Thank you.

 
  
 December 12, 2010
 Facebook post:

‎4 Years ago today Lindsey had her surgery to remove her cancer! Thank you Our Lady of Guadalupe! I can't belive it has been 4 years! My baby girl is getting so big!



 November 15th, 2010
 Post from Facebook page:

I can't believe I didn't post about what Lindsey said a few weeks ago. It was so funny! The school mascot is a Beaver(no thats not the funny part)& they had someone at school dress up like a Beaver to promote the upcoming school carnival. Lindsey came home from school &was very excited! She told me that she got to meet... the Beaver at school today. Then she said, "I think it was Justin Beaver". I was laughing so hard!!




 September 2010 Childhood Cancer Awareness Month
I posted on Lindsey's facebook page (almost) every day in September. I would like to share those posts here.


September 3rd:

Today's picture was when Lindsey was less than 3 months old. I have always loved this picture. You have no choice but to smile when you see this picture. Lindsey was always such a happy baby. I know there are people that think, "How could you not know something was wrong." Trust me I have thought the same thing. How could I not know that this tumor was growing inside my baby girl trying to take over her entire little body? How could I not know? The doctors say she was probably born with it. Parents spend every single day trying to keep their little ones safe. We make sure they don't put any little toys in their mouth that could cause a choking hazard, we make sure that the outlets are covered so they don't get electrocuted, we make sure that there are no sharp corners in the house so they don't get hurt, we make sure we don't leave scissors laying around, we make sure that they don't get to close to hot items, we make sure we put sunscreen on them so they don't get burned. But it didn't matter what I did to protect her. I couldn't protect her from Cancer.

On that note, I am going to leave you with some symptoms for Hepatoblastoma. Looking back... Lindsey did have a couple of these symptoms. When Lindsey was around 7 weeks old she had Jaundice. Usually if they get newborn jaundice it is right away. They did tests and never could figure out what was causing the jaundice. They finally said it was breastfeeding jaundice and I had to stop breastfeeding for a weekend. Her numbers came down just under their alert level so they didn't look into it any more. I think that was our first chance to catch it. We missed it. Another symptom that Lindsey had was anemia. At her 1 year check up she was put on iron because her iron was low. That was our second sign. We missed it. She was always so happy and always had a beautiful smile on her face. I never once thought there was anything wrong. Honestly, who would think the C word with any of these symptoms. I certainly didn't. The doctors assured us that there was nothing we could have done differently. The way we discovered her cancer, is the way that most of the Hepatoblastoma cases are diagnosed, the tumor just gets large enough to actually feel.


What are the symptoms of hepatoblastoma?


The following are the most common symptoms of hepatoblastoma. However,

each child may experience symptoms differently. Symptoms may vary

depending on the size of the tumor and the presence and location of

metastases.

Symptoms may include:

a large abdominal mass,

swelling or pain in the abdomen

weight loss or decreased appetite

Nausea and vomiting

jaundice (yellowing of the eyes and skin)

fever

itching skin

anemia (pale skin and lips from decreased number of red blood cells)

back pain from compression of the tumor


We are up 2 fans from yesterday, 391. Are you doing what you can to help share Lindsey's story and spread awareness? Please share with your family and friends and ask them to "like" Lindsey's page!


September 4th

Isn't she such a cutie!! Today's picture is a picture of Lindsey when she was less than a year old. She pretty much was bald for the first couple years of her life. I had 3 boys and when I found out I was having a little girl and I was so darn excited. I couldn't wait to braid her hair, and put pony tails in her hair, and dress her up! This is a picture of her at Build a Bear with one of their little wigs. I thought it was way too cute!! She still didn't have much hair at 15 months when she was diagnosed so she really didn't have much hair to loose. Jeff said if she ever went completely bald he would shave his head. Well we really don't think she ever went bald, but we look back at some of the pictures now and she looks very bald. I would have people come up to me and tell me not to worry because their kids were bald at that age too. They would say don't worry, she will eventually have hair. I couldn't help but think... God I hope so! I hope she lives through this and has beautiful long flowing hair!! We didn't go out too much when Lindsey was sick, but when we did, you couldn't tell that she was so sick and fighting for her life. All you would see was this beautiful little girl with a great big smile on her face. We should all learn something from her. She was putting on the fight of her life, and still woke up every morning with a smile on her face.

Today's Cancer fact:

Research on the emotional impact of childhood cancer finds that parents and siblings report even greater longterm emotional impacts than the diagnosed child


We are at the same as yesterday, 391 fans. Are you helping us raise awareness? Please share and ask friends and family to like Lindsey's page and share with others. September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. Lets raise awareness. Are you wearing your gold today?


We also want to wish Lindsey's Brother a very Happy Birthday!


September 5th

Today's picture is of Lindsey and her Papa! I don't know the date of the picture but it was quite some time ago. We went for a little hike in the Smoky Mountains. We knew Lindsey would not be able to make the hike up the hill. I don't think she was even walking yet. Jeff carried her. Doesn't matter how tired he got, or how heavy she was he carried her carefully every step of the way. Just like he carried our entire family for Lindsey's cancer journey. He was the strongest one and always has been. He didn't just carry Lindsey on his back, he carried me, and the boys as well. There were days when I fell apart and he kept it all together for our family. I know it was very hard to carry us all but he never let any of us down. He ran a marathon with us all on his back and he came in first place! Enjoy todays picture!

Help spread awareness.. Today's Cancer fact...

What are the most common types of childhood cancer?

Among the 12 major types of childhood cancers, leukemias (blood cell

cancers) and cancers of the brain and central nervous system account

for more than half of the new cases. About one-third of childhood

cancers are leukemias. The most common type of leukemia in children is acute lymphoblastic leukemia. The most common solid tumors are brain tumors (e.g., gliomas and medulloblastomas), with other solid tumors (e.g., neuroblastomas, Wilms tumors, and sarcomas such as rhabdomyosarcoma and osteosarcoma) being less common.


We are up 1 fan from yesterday. Today is day 5 of Childhood Cancer awareness month. Are you wearing your gold? Are you helping raise awareness? Please invite your friends and family to Lindsey's page! Thank you for checking in!


September 6th

So today's is a picture of my sweet little princess on her very first Halloween. "I'm a Princess, and Princesses don't get sick." Have you ever seen that commercial? It pretty much brings me close to tears each time I hear it. I am not even sure what the commercial is for. I think maybe clorox wipes or hand sanitizer or something like that. I just hear this cute little girl saying those words. Then I think about my little princess. She is a princess, and she did get sick! Even to this day that commercial gets me. Yes Lindsey has fought her battle and we pray that she will never have to fight another one, but not a day goes by that I don't think about what she went through. We tell our children all the time that we will protect them. We tell them that we won't let anyone hurt them. Then we have to hold her down while she screams... with this look on her face as if to say, "I thought you would protect me?"... We just had to keep saying to ourselves over and over that she needed these tests to live, so we would help hold her down. All the while our hearts would be breaking for our little girl and we would be close to tears. Once a week Jeff and I had to remove all the bandage from her broviac and scrub her chest, then apply new bandages. Jeff had to wear a mask and gloves and try to keep the area as sterile as we could. I had to hold Lindsey down. Her skin was so raw from having the bandage on 24/7. It would burn. She would scream. It had to be done. I took a video of the very last time we had to do this to her. I have never watched the video, and don't know if I ever will. I don't know if Lindsey would ever want to see the video. (I am talking when she is much much older.. like in her 30's..lol) I don't think I need to watch it. It is still very fresh in my mind. She is my little princess.. and I've got news for you.. Princesses do get sick.

Today's Cancer Fact:

Late effects of childhood cancer treatment are common in survivors, and approximately one-third are moderate to severe.


We are up 6 fans from yesterday!! Woohoo! Someone is sharing her info! Thank you very much!! Please continue to invite your friends and family to "Like" Lindsey's page and help spread awareness. Today is day 6 of Childhood Cancer Awareness month! Are you wearing your gold


September 7th

Today is day 7 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. 4 years ago today we found out there was something wrong, we just didn't know what. I don't think I slept at all that night. It is an awful feeling to know something is wrong with your baby, but no one can tell you exactly what it is. Here is what happened 4 years ago today: Lindsey and I had decided late Wednesday night the 6th of September to go on an unplanned trip to California. On Thursday the 7th of September I took Lindsey in to the doctor to have them check her ears. She was just at the end of her antibiotics for an ear infection. Jeff thought it would be a good idea to have them checked before our flight to California on
Friday Morning at 6:30 am. Our Doctor
was not available, but one of the other pediatricians’s were available to see her. What we thought was going to be a quick check of her ears and we would be on our way to get ready for our flight (that would be leaving in less than 24 hours), turned into the beginning of a long journey. The doctor had been
feeling around in Lindsey’s belly for quite a while, I was not sure what he was
doing. When he was done he asked me if  anyone had every told me she had an enlarged liver. He said he had never seen Lindsey before and saw no notes in her file of the doctor being able to feel her liver. I told him no one had ever Lindsey before and saw no notes in her file of the doctor being able to feel her liver. I told him no one had ever said anything to me about it. He said he wanted another doctor to come in and feel too. So the other doctor came in and confirmed he did also feel something. The doctor said we needed to go to the hospital and have an ultra sound of her liver.

On our way to the hospital, I was on the phone with my
sister to tell her that we probably would not be on the flight in the morning. I told her what the doctor said and she was immediately on the Internet looking up info about an enlarged liver. She read all the causes and one hat caught my attention was too much iron. Lindsey had been taking extra iron for the past 3 months because her iron was low. So I said that must be it! She has just had too much now, we can take her off and everything will be fine!
Jeff meets me at Children's Hospital for Lindsey's ultra sound. I ask the lady doing the test if she could
tell if Lindsey's liver was enlarged, she of course told me that she could not give me any info since she was not a doctor, she did say that we would know something before we left. She finished up and left the room. She came back in with the doctor. He said he wanted to look a little more. So they started looking at Lindsey's belly again. He said, "Yeah, I see what you mean.” My heart sank to the floor. What on earth did that mean? He left the room. Then the lady left the room. She came back in a few minutes later and told us to go to the lab and get some blood work done, then go home and our pediatrician would call us. What happened to us knowing something before we left? They wanted the lab results first. I could tell this was all not good. So we went and had Lindsey's blood drawn and headed home. What seemed like hours (was probably only a few minutes) there was no call from the doctor, so I finally called the dr. I spoke with the pediatrician and he told me that they found a large mass in Lindsey's abdomen and that was all he could tell me at this time until further tests were run. I know he said some other things, but I just could not remember anything. I know she had a CT scheduled for 8 am the next morning. I wanted them to do the CT right now. I didn't want to wait. Why do we have to wait? So my husband called the Dr back to get a few more questions answered. Why couldn't we have the test done right now? It was
because Lindsey couldn't eat for 8 hours before the test. What are they thinking the mass is? The
doctor said it did not look like a cyst because it was solid and was not
fluid. It looked like a tumor. He did not know if it was on her spine (which
would have been the worst) if it was in her kidney, or in her liver. Unfortunately we would have to wait until the morning. This was the longest night of my life.

Today's Cancer Fact:

There are currently more than 270,000 childhood cancer survivors in the U.S.


Wow! We are up from 398 fans to 420! Thank you! That is awesome! Thank you for helping spread awareness! Please continue! I know we can get more people to "like" Lindsey's page. Be sure to click on the button under Lindsey's page that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Tomorrow is September 8th. That is the day we heard the "C" word and our baby girls name in the same sentence. 4 years ago. I have a special video planned for tomorrow! Are you wearing your gold?


Sept 8th

Radiothon 2009 [HQ]

Day 8 Of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. September 8th, 2010. This is also the 4th anniversary of the day we found out that Lindsey had cancer. I wanted to share with you what I wrote on September 8th 2006. This pretty much sums up how I felt when I first heard the word Cancer and my baby girls name in the same sentence. I was pretty much numb. Here is what I wrote, "A few minutes later the radiologist came in to talk to
us. He said he just didn’t want us to leave and not know anything.  He said that they found a 10 cm tumor (which is about 4 inches – look at a ruler- that is pretty big!) in her liver. I don’t think my heart is beating anymore. My heart fell out and is lying on the floor. I don’t have any feeling in my body. The doctor’s lips are still moving, is he still talking? I don’t hear him. I really need to snap out of it and listen to what the doctor has to say. All I heard now was that he was going to reach the pediatrician and find out what they wanted us to do next. He said it would probably be to make an appointment with an oncologist. I was able to ask how soon he thought we could do that, he said they were pretty accessible. This was a Friday afternoon, I thought for sure it would be next week before we could see an oncologist. Shortly after that our pediatrician was on
the phone and I spoke with him. He said that they believed Lindsey had a Hepatoblastoma. They had contacted the oncologist and he was
able to see us right now. The nurse walked us over to the oncologist’s office."  I made a special little video today. I thought everyone might like to hear a song by precious little Lindsey. This was Radiothon 2009 for Children's Hospital. I hope you enjoy it!

Today's Cancer Fact: On average a treatment for childhood cancer diagnosis is two years.

We are up from 420 fans to 425! Thank you! Please continue to share Lindsey's page. I think we can hit 500 very soon! Be sure to click on the button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?


Guess I will do a picture today as well as the video. This picture was taken September 8th 2009. I took Lindsey to meet her princess on the 3rd anniversary of her diagnosis. We had dinner with Cinderella. She was so excited. When she first saw Cinderella she said, "I didn't know my princess was real!" When Cinderella came around they asked if Lindsey was celebrating anything special and she said, "Yes! That I don't have cancer anymore!" The manager later came to my table and said that Cinderella told him that Lindsey was celebrating something very special and asked if we could stick around for a little bit so they could bring her a cake, and so Lindsey could get a picture with Cinderella, Prince Charming, Lady Tremaine, and the 2 wicked stepsisters. It was a great day!


September 9th


Day 9 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. This picture is for Auntie... This was taken when Lindsey was a month and a half old. It is a pretty funny picture. I had a lot of cabbage patch kid dolls when I was little. I bought Lindsey her first one, and decided to take a picture of her in the box. Little did I know we would be living in a box for months on end. We took every precaution we could to keep Lindsey away from germs. When she had chemo, a common cold could have killed her. There was a bottle of sanitizer on every open counter space in the house. Lindsey and I would lock ourselves in my bedroom when her numbers were low. We wouldn't even let the boys touch her or see her when they would come home from school. They could say hi to her through the bedroom door. We didn't accept any visitors. We did what we had to. We were told that we needed to have a bag packed because she would get sick and she would end up in the hospital. We wanted to do everything we could to make sure that did not happen. So... we lived in our little box! I am happy to say that it worked. She never had a hospital stay other than for her chemo and her surgeries. We lived in a box.. but we made it out of that box and enjoying life! She is truly a gift from God. My precious baby girl! Thanks for following her story! I am going to ask you all to do something today. For those that knew us when Lindsey was diagnosed, please share your thoughts about when you heard the news. My sister just shared her story with me, and I don't think she had ever told it to me before. So please, share with me if you can!

I also what to tell everyone what Riley did yesterday. On his own, he had spoke with his friends and asked them to wear gold yesterday, September 8th, the anniversary of his Sisters diagnosis. He didn't tell me he was doing this. He said he got 4 of his friends to wear gold! That is awesome!! I love it!! Isn't that so sweet! Wish he would have told me so I could have gone to the school and got a picture!!

Today's Cancer Fact:

The incidence for cancer is greater among white children than for
children in all other ethnic groups. The largest racial difference is for leukemia, where the rate for whites is 41.6 per million, and only 25.8 per million for blacks.

Incidence rates for Hispanic and Asian/Pacific Islander children fall
between those for blacks and whites. Incidence for American Indians is much lower than any other group.


We
are up from 425 fans to 439!! Woo Hoo!! Thank you so much! Someone is spreading the word!!! Please continue to share Lindsey's page. I think we can hit 500 very soon! Be sure to click on the button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?

Mark your Calendars for September 27th! That is the Chili's St Jude Day. They donate all their profits to St Jude! We will be there, will you? How about setting up a work luncheon at Chilis? How about a night out with family at Chili's? How about both!

 

September 10th


Day10 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month.... Today's picture is another cute one of little Miss.. I look at it and I see Lindsey telling cancer to kiss her %^&! That's exactly what she did! She is so amazing! I have people all the time say that they don't know how we did it. They don't know how we made it through. They could never imagine being in our shoes and watching their little ones go through what Lindsey went through. Believe me.. I would have said the same thing. I would never have thought I could make it through anything like this. I received strength every single day. There were so many prayers (and still are) so many prayers being said for our precious little Lindsey. Trust me.. We can sure feel them. We have such an amazing support group! You guys are the best and you helped us each and every step of the way!

Today's Cancer Fact:Only 3% of federal funding for cancer research is focused on childhood cancers.

We are up from 439 fans to 445!! Thank you! Please continue to share Lindsey's page. I think we can hit 500 very soon! Be sure to click on the button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold? Lets tell cancer to kiss our behinds!! We need a cure!!

Mark your Calendars for September 27th! That is the Chili's St Jude Day. They donate all their profits to St Jude! We will be there, will you? How about setting up a work luncheon at Chilis? How about a night out with family at Chili's? How about both!


September 11th

Day 11 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. Todays picture was taken in September of 2006. We went to the zoo with some of Lindsey's friends. It was after we found out she had cancer. We tried to continue as normal as possible. She had so much fun at the zoo with all her friends. I just love this picture of her. Not a care in the world. I don't think anyone told her that she was so sick. Does this look like the picture of a little girl that has cancer?

I wanted to post more notes from September 8th, 2006. The day we found out that Lindsey had cancer. These are the notes I put on her website. "The oncologist was done with appointments for the day, but said he would
see us anyway. This was so wonderful of him. He came in and spoke with us and gave us a lot of basic information. He said the first thing he wanted to say was that it was not our fault! He just wanted us to understand that we should not tell ourselves that we should have known something was wrong, or we should have caught this sooner, there is nothing we could have done differently. This is exactly the way this sort of tumor is found, on a routine check up. He also told us that today is going to be very overwhelming and when we leave the office today we are only going to remember one thing that he said, and that is the word "cancer". This is true, I really do not remember much about what else he said. He did tell us that he is pretty sure that she has a Hepatoblastoma. He told us that liver cancer in adults is almost always fatal, but that is not the case in little ones. They have a very good survival rate, he said it is about 75%. Of course I want to hear 100%, but 75% is better than 50%! He did tell us that if the cancer has spread anywhere else in her body that her chances of survival were not as good. He said he would not say that no one survives, but it is much more difficult. He said if we got home and thought of anything we forgot to ask, just pick up the phone and call him, that is what he is there for. He did not want us to think that we should not call and bother him on the weekend, just to ask a question. He said this is his job and we will not be bothering him. He also did say that he
understands if we want to take her to St Jude to be treated. He said he
knows many people want to go to St Jude because it is well known. He said that they can do anything St Jude's can do. He actually spent the last 3 years at St Jude and has only been at Children's Hospital for a few weeks. He did say that if he thinks we can get better treatment
anywhere else, he will be the first to admit it and send us there. 
Wow. What a day. I remember one thing about today, "cancer."

Today's Cancer Fact: Overall progress has flat lined over the last ten years, indicating a strong need to increase funding research for children.


We are up from 445 fans to 453!! I love seeing this! Thank you all so much for sharing Lindsey's page. Please continue to share it! I think we can hit 500 very soon! Be sure to click on the
button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?

Mark your Calendars for September
27th! That is the Chili's St Jude Day. They donate all their profits to St Jude! We will be there, will you? How about setting up a work
luncheon at Chilis? How about a night out with family at Chili's? How
about both!


September 12th

Today's picture is of Lindsey asleep in the hospital crib. Notice she has a pair of hospital gloves on. Every time someone would come in the room to mess with her, they would always put gloves on. Well it got to the point, where she had to have her gloves on too. Most of the nurses came to know that when they got their gloves out, they had to get Lindsey a pair too! The pink blanket that is on Lindsey in this picture is a prayer blanket we received from church exactly 4 years ago today. Here is my entry from September 12th 2006

"The morning started off very well. we attended 9am mass. Father said a wonderful prayer for Lindsey. After mass everyone prayed over a blanket that the church had made for Lindsey. Then Father blessed the blanket with holy water. It was then presented to Lindsey. They also gave her an adorable little bear that moves and plays music. Now she will be surrounded with prayers. The blanket will be with her forever! As far as the surgeon, well not the new that we hoped for, but it is going to be ok. This leaves all the good news for tomorrow morning! For this we pray! The surgeon told us that the tumor is quite large and would be difficult to remove. The tumor is taking up most of the right
lobe of her liver. Many have asked (and a question that I had myself) if the tumor is 4 inches, how big is her liver. I asked today and was told it was about 6 inches. The surgeon did say they could take out most of the right lobe of the liver, but this comes with big complications. So the best at this time would be for Lindsey to do chemotherapy and shrink the size of the tumor, then remove it. This type of cancer as we have said is very rare. I read that it happens in one in a million. I knew Lindsey was my One in a Million, but I did not know that she was The one in a million. I asked the surgeon about this and he confirmed that it is very rare and he has only seen it 4 or 5 times every! So needless to say this was not the news we wanted to hear, but it is ok. I will wait until 8:00 tomorrow morning for the good news. Our next step (after the CT in the morning) will be surgery at 8:00 am on Friday morning. Lindsey will have a biopsy done. There is a possibility that this is not a hepatoblastoma, but the surgeon said it was a very low possibility that it is anything else. We asked if it was not a hepatoblastoma, what else to they think it could be. He said an abnormality of some sort. The surgeon said that he is going to talk with the oncologist tomorrow and most likely when they are doing the surgery on Friday they will go ahead and put a broviac in Lindsey.  This is how she will receive her chemotherapy. I guess as soon as they take part of the tumor out during surgery they can take it right to the lab and find if it is malignant. That will determine if they will put the broviac in. Further testing of the tumor will determine what stage the cancer is in and what sort of treatment schedule she will be put on. That is all for now. Tomorrow is the CT scan at 8:00am. The doctor told us that if it has spread anywhere else, her chances are not as good. He said that he is not going to say that on one survives, but... not as good of a chance. I don't want to close with that so, please pray especially in the morning. All your prayers are keeping us strong. Lindsey is very happy and does not look like she is sick at all. I will close with a prayer to ST Peregrine:
O great St Peregrine, you have been called "The Mighty", "The Wonder Worker", because of the numerous miracles which you have obtained from God for those who have had recourse to you. For so many years you bore in your own flesh this cancerous disease that destroys they very fiber of our being, and had recourse to the source of all grace when the power of man could do no more. You were favored with the vision of Jesus coming down from His Cross to heal your affliction. Ask of God and Our Lady, the cure of the sick whom we entrust to you. (Pause here and silently recall the names of the sick for whom you are praying.) Lindsey Ann Long. Aided in this way by your powerful intercession, we shall sing to God, now and for all eternity, a song of gratitude for His great goodness and mercy. Amen"

I have been saying that prayer every single night since I first heard it. My mom found it in one of my Grandma's old bibles. Thanks Grandma!

4 years ago tonight was another very long night. In the morning we were going to find out news that could go in either direction. We did not pray that they would not find cancer anywhere else in her little body. We prayed that the cancer had not spread. We prayed that if there was cancer anywhere else, that they would find it. Remember, gotta watch what you pray for! Lindsey has some test coming up on September 14th! That is just 2 short days away! Hopefully by the end of the week we will have the results!

Today's
Cancer Fact: I am going to list some of the types of childhood cancer.

Leukemia (accounts for about 31% of childhood cancer cases)
Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (ALL)
Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML)
Brain and central nervous system (CNS) tumors (accounts for about 21% of childhood cancer cases), including tumors of the spinal cord
Astrocytoma
Brain Stem Glioma
High-Grade Glioma
Central Nervous System
Craniopharyngioma
Desmoplastic Infantile Ganglioglioma
Ependymoma
Medulloblastoma
Atypical teratoid rhabdoid tumor
Neuroblastoma
(accounts for about 7.1% of childhood cancer cases), a tumor of immature nerve cells that often starts in the
adrenal glands, which are located on top of the kidneys and are part of
the body’s endocrine (hormonal) system
Wilms Tumor (accounts for about 5.2% of childhood cancer cases), a type of kidney tumor
Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma (accounts for about 4.3% of childhood cancer cases) and Hodgkin Lymphoma (3.8%), cancers that begin in the lymph system
Rhabdomyosarcoma
(3.3%), a type of tumor that begins in the striated muscle, which are
the skeletal voluntary muscles that people can control. Other, rare soft tissue sarcomas also occur.
Retinoblastoma (2.6%), an eye tumor
Osteosarcoma (2.5%) and
Ewing Family of Tumors (1.6%), tumors that begin in the bone
Germ Cell Tumors, rare tumors that begin in the testicles in boys and ovaries in girls
Pleuropulmonary Blastoma, a rare lung cancer that begins in the chest
Hepatoblastoma and hepatocellular carcinoma

We are up from 453 fans to 457!! Not too bad! Thank you so much for continuing to share Lindsey's page. Please continue to share it! I think we can hit 500 very soon! Be sure to click on the button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?

Mark your Calendars for September 27th! That is the Chili's St Jude Day. They donate all their profits to St Jude! We will be there, will you? How about setting up a work luncheon at Chilis? How about a night out with family at Chili's? How about both!


September 13th


Day 13th of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month.. Today's picture is a great big kiss from Lindsey to all of you! She thanks each and every one of you for your prayers!

First let me say that tomorrow morning at 7am we will be on our way to the hospital. This is about the time the nervousness kicks in. I will say that with each negative result, it gets a little easier.. But.. until we hear those results we are not totally free. Lindsey will have an Ultra Sound, Chest X-ray and some blood work. Please say some extra prayers. You should know me by now.. Don't pray that they don't find anything. Please pray that if there is anything to be found, that they find it. We do pray that she remains in Remission and Cancer free! We have an early morning so I am going to post my notes from September 13th 2006. This was the day we found out that Lindsey's cancer had not spread! Since the day she was diagnosed on September 8th we had no idea what her chances of survival were. Like I have said before we were told 70% if the cancer had not spread, and not very good odds if it had spread. It was wonderful to hear that news that it had not spread. Now we just needed to be a part of that 70%! Thanks be to God! Here are part of my notes from that day...

"I don't want to jump the gun here, so I will update later, but I know many people are watching for updates. Preliminary results of CT are that there are no signs of the cancer spreading. This is absolutely wonderful news, but the Oncologist said that the Radiologist will look at it in great detail to see if he can find any little signs of it spreading so we will wait for the final results. He said he did not foersee any problem at this time. Which is wonderful news! Thank you all so much for your prayers! I will update when we get a final note. Thank you again! THANKS BE TO GOD! The results show NO SIGNS of the cancer spreading. We got our good news today! Thank you GOD! God is answering our prayers! Thank you everyone for all your prayers! This is just proof of the power of prayer! I did want to share one thing before I go into information we received at today's visit. I was deeply touched by how many people are out there praying for my little girl! I thought I would share some of this information. The very first day (9/10) we had the website up, there were 286 Unique visitors and they visited the site a total of 1036 times. The next day (9/11) there were 430 Unique visitors and they visited the site 1535 times. The third day (9/12) there were 671 Unique visitors that visited the site 2261 times. We do not have the final numbers for today. This does not even count the number of people that do not have access to the interned. There are so many people praying for her. This is absolutely wonderful! We feel so blessed! Now on to more information about today. The CT
appointment was for 8:00am. No yucky stuff for Lindsey to drink, therefore no early morning wrestling match. We thought they were doing a CT of the head and chest, we were wrong, it was only of the chest. The Dr did not feel he needed one of her head. That was good news to us. The nurse had a little trouble finding a vein for the IV, so Lindsey was pretty upset by this. I sang You Are My Sunshine to her to try to calm her, I could tell it helped her. Then they gave her the sleepy juice and she was out. She growled at them a little bit again to let them know she was trying to sleep and they better just leave her alone. The waiting was a little easier today as I had brought along my rosary and just sat in the waiting room and prayed. The time seemed to go by a little faster. Before I knew it, she was back in my arms. She kept getting a hold of the nurses ID badge and looking it over. One of the nurses said she was taking names down in her mind and when she grows up and is Dr Lindsey Long and she sees this same nurse in a nursing
home... well I finished it for the nurse and told her that Lindsey will be sure to take very good care of them! The Oncologist said we could go get something to eat and then head up to his office. Well I didn't have much of an appetite so I said we would be right up. They said they would try to get the Dr in as soon as they could. Next thing we knew
he popped his head in and said he had just looked over the CT and did not see anything. He said the radiologist would review further and let him know. This was such wonderful news! I knew that if he told us that it had spread that she would be ok, that it would just be a longer, harder battle. I thank GOD that he removed this obstacle for us. Then the Doctor said he would be back in as soon as he could. It was so nice of him to come in and give us this wonderful news instead of making us wait any longer. Then about, oh I don't know, maybe about 20 minutes later he came in to speak with us. He told us that the radiologist should let him know in about 2 hour if they find anything. We asked that if we had better chances if it was really small rather than finding a large piece and he said any evidence of it spreading would be just as bad, no matter how small. He did say that her AFP (Alpha-fetoprotein) is very high, her levels are at 200,000 and the normal is less than 100. He said there was nothing surprising on the blood work, it was everything they had expected to see. He said her bone marrow is working good. He said our next step is the biopsy. He did tell us that there is still a chance that she might not need chemotherapy. He said that if the tumor's is made up entirely of fetal histology - they will want to just take the tumor out if possible, and avoid chemotherapy. He did say that since the surgeon here said he would not feel comfortable taking out this size tumor, he would probably send us for a second opinion. If we are told that the surgery is impossible with the size of tumor, then maybe they would do a couple rounds of chemo and try to shrink it, then remove it. If it is not entirely the fetal histology, then we will have to start chemo to try to shrink the tumor. There is no way to tell how long the tumor has been there, he said possible there since before her birth. He did say that Chemo can have significant problems and if we can avoid it, we will. Lindsey has had a small fever and he said it is nothing to worry about. It is probably just the body trying to fight off the tumor. He discussed putting in her Broviac, which is her central line. They will use this for chemo and can also take blood from it. He said they can put it in when they do the biopsy, that way she will not have to have another surgery to put it in. He said that since there is still a chance that she will not need chemo he will leave it up to us, if we want it put in or not. He said he would recommend it. We thought it would be a good idea, because we wouldn't want her to have to have another surgery. I also said to put it in because according to Murphy's Law if it is in, then she will not need it! The doctor said that sounded good. The next step is the biopsy on Friday. They will not be doing the
needle biopsy, they are actually going to make an incision and take out a good size chunk of the tumor. This will give them the best results. She will possibly have to stay overnight, but he is not sure. He said it will probably take a few weeks to get the results of the biopsy. There is still a small chance that it is something else, but the doctor
said based on lab results they are pretty sure it is the hepatoblastoma. We are prepared to fight this battle for Lindsey's life and we just know that she is in God's hands, and He is going to heal her! Everyone at the oncologist's office is just wonderful. They all try to get us to let them take Lindsey home with them. The social worker gave Lindsey a necklace today. It will be a necklace that tracks everything that she is going through. The Bead Program (as they call it) is designed to document and honor the journey
that Lindsey will take. The program is a chance for children to tell their story using colorful beads as meaningful symbols of the many points along the treatment path. She will add beads to her necklace for many different steps that she will be taking towards her recovery. They said this is a great visual tool for the children to see how far
they have come. Even for the little ones, when they get older they can look at this necklace and recall everything they went through to get where they are that day! So far Lindsey has 3 amethyst beads which represents tests/scans, she also has 3 red beads which represents how many times she has been poked. On Friday she will get a copper bead which represents surgery and a silver line crystal which is for her central line. The social worker gave us quite a bit of literature, and was very supportive. She asked if we had our family here with us to help in this difficult time. I told her that my mom was here and is great support. The rest of the family does not live here but we have had quite a few people reach out to us. I told her that there were about 1,000 people in that little room with us and each and everyone had their arms around us. Thank you all for being there with us today!"

Today's Childhood Cancer Fact:
(Since we are getting Lindsey's AFP drawn tommorrow I thought I would borrow this info from the hepatoblastoma foundation website about AFP)
AFP is a protein that is secreted in normally high levels during fetal development in the uterus. Maternal Serum Alpha-fetoprotein tests (MSAFP) are often done in weeks 15 – 18 of pregnancy to rule out various fetal abnormalities such as Down’s syndrome or anencephaly.

However, AFP is also used as a tumor marker for cancers such as testicular cancer and hepatoblastoma.

In a normal human, the AFP level is usually under 10, in children with liver cancers the number can be much, much higher though a high AFP alone should not be considered a definitive diagnosis. Moreover, AFP tests are used to measure the effectiveness of a particular cancer therapy as well as to monitor patients who are off treatment.

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September 14th

Day 14 Childhood Cancer Awareness Month.. Today's picture is a picture I took of Lindsey on Easter. I just love the close up of her beautiful face! Today's update is going to have to be short and sweet! I am exhausted. We went for Lindsey's check up today! It was great. I think it was a lot easier when she was little and didn't realize what was going to happen. She knew right away what we were doing and instructed me to turn around out of the parking lot and leave. She was reluctant but did walk into the hospital. She was an ol' pro at the ultra sound and the chest xray. It was kinda weird with the ultra sound. It was the same exact lady that did Lindsey's ultra sound September 7th 2006 and found the tumor. After the xray and ultra sound it was up to the Clinic for blood work. That's the part that didn't go so well. I had to hold her while they drew the blood. She has some great lungs! Other than that it was great to see everyone in the clinic that we have come to know and love. Everyone commented on how big Lindsey is getting and still as cute as ever! The doctor said the Chest X ray and the ultra sound look good. Now we just wait for those AFP test results. I will post as soon as I hear something. Thank you all for your prayers.

Today's Childhood Cancer Fact:
80% of children have metastatic disease at time of diagnosis as compared to only 20% of
adults.

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September 15th

Day 15 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month.

Todays picture.. Well what does this picture look like to you? An adorable little girl riding around in her little red wagon. Well That isn't what I see. This picture almost brings me to tears when I look at. This picture was taken 4 years ago today. September 15th 200...6. This is the last photo I have of Lindsey before she was taken off to surgery... This is the last photo I have of her before she was cut open and a reminding scar is in its place. Not that the scar is a bad thing. It definitely reminds us each and everyday of what a precious miracle we have in our presence. Guess this picture just really represents the last picture I have of Lindsey "pre-cancer". Even though she definitely had cancer when this picture was taken, but she had no visable signs of the cancer.

Here is my update from September 15th 2006 " I know many are watching for updates so this will just be short until I get a few more minutes to update. It was a very long day and night. Lindsey had her biopsy and preliminary results show the tumor is malignant. They decided to go ahead and put in her broviac, this will be how she will receive chemo. She lost a lot of blood during surgery and ended up in the ICU for the evening. She did have to have a transfusion. After a long night, we are now home and she is doing a little better. She is up and walking around a little bit, but is still very sore. We thank everyone for their prayers. I have heard that when a baby is sleeping and they smile in their sleep, that means they are being kissed by an angel. Well just to let you all know that right before Lindsey went into surgery she had fallen asleep. She was lying in her dada's arms and she was smiling so big, she was evening laughing. This went on for quite a few minutes. We know there were many angels with her at that very moment. Thank you all! "

The next couple days are probably going to be short updates. I have a busy week planned and it is hard to write these notes and re-live these days when I am away from Lindsey. I have only been away from her for 1 day out of her entire 5 years... This week I will be gone for 4 nights. It is so hard to write this and not give her a huge hug! Plus waiting for those dreaded AFP results! We should have them tomorrow! I talked to Lindsey on the phone today and she said "I am going to blow you a kiss and a hug, you better catch them." She is such a precious angel!

Today's Childhood Cancer Fact:
Children with cancer treated with chemotherapy and/or radiation therapy may be at increased risk for developing a second primary cancer. For example, certain types of chemotherapy, including alkylating agents or topoisomerase II inhibitors (e.g., epipodophyllotoxins), can cause an increased risk of leukemia.

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September 16th

Day 16 of Childhood Cancer awareness month. First let me get a drum roll.... AFP test results are in and Lindsey's AFP is 1! This is wonderful news! We get another 6 months of get out of jail free! Thanks be to God! This is wonderful. What a big relief! Thank you so much for all the prayers.

I am still in Utah and we have had a busy couple days and it is going to stay like that. I am exhausted but having so much fun! I don't have a lot of pictures of Lindsey on this laptop so today's picture is of her in the hospital playing in one of the little hospital buckets. Isn't she just so darn cute!!!

Today's notes are from September 21st, 2006. This was 6 days after the biopsy. We finally got the results. Here is what I wrote "Lindsey's biopsy results came in today. The sample of the tumor taken during the biopsy shows purely fetal histology. Without getting hung up on the medical terminology I'll do my best to tell you what this means. We are now shopping around for a surgeon to remove this tumor without treating Lindsey with the chemotherapy drugs. We are currently looking in Cincinnati, OH (The Cancer Center at Cincinnati Children's Hospital Medical Center) and Nashville, TN (Vanderbilt University Hospital). If we find a surgeon that feels that they can successfully perform the operation we will have the tumor removed and studied to make sure that the entire tumor is purely fetal. If it is then Lindsey should not have to receive any chemotherapy drugs and she should recover fully. If there are other sub-types of cancer present upon further study then other treatments may still be necessary. If we can not find a doctor that can do the surgery then we will have to do chemotherapy to shrink the tumor to make the surgical procedure less risky. So, pray that we find a doctor who has been blessed with God-given talent and one whose hands, heart and mind will be guided by Jesus Christ and that they will remove the tumor and we can all wake up from this horrible nightmare. Just keep in mind that this is a very risky surgical procedure so all of your prayers are still needed. We will update you all with more specifics as we have them. God Bless you all. "

Today's Childhood Cancer Fact:
For every six research dollars per patient with AIDS and every one research dollar per patient with breast cancer, a child with cancer receives only 30 cents
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September 17th

Day 17 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. I am going to share my notes from September 26th 2006. We had finally made a tough decision. "The follow-up appointment with the surgeon went fine. He just looked at her incision from the biopsy. It looked just fine. Then he spoke with us a little about our next step, and tried to help with our
decision any way he could. After a very hard day trying to decide if we wanted to head up to Ohio for an MRI, or to just stay here and start chemotherapy. We had made up our minds a couple times, but changed each time we spoke to a different doctor. We had asked God to guide us in this decision, whatever would be the best for Lindsey. We had an awful day and could not get a feel for one way or the other. One is we could go to Ohio and have a MRI done, this would give the doctor a better picture of the tumor and help him decide if he could do an up front resection. We know this could be risky because the size of the tumor and how vascular the tumor and the liver are. An upfront resection could prevent chemo if the tumor does turn out to be Pure Fetal Histology (PFH). But if it does not turn out to be PFH, then she would require chemo anyway. The surgeon in Ohio had said he did not think with the pictures that he has, that the surgery would be possible at this time. But he did want to do an MRI to be sure. So again our thoughts are if it is that close of a decision, do we want to risk it. We always have that hanging there that we might be able to avoid chemo. The other thing is we could just go ahead and start the chemo. So finally after a long day of going back and forth and back and forth, we got our direction at about 7pm. Before the phone rang we had basically decided that it would not hurt to at least have the MRI done. Then the surgeon from Ohio called. He spoke with us and asked if we had any questions, so we gave him an ear full. He spoke with us for about 40 minutes. He was very wonderful. He said, "Do you want my honest opinion?" and we said "YES". He said that he would do chemo first. So we believe this is the direction that we were sent. We now have chemo scheduled to start on Thursday September 28th. We will meet with the doctor at 10:30 am for him to "scare us" as he put it. They will have to go over all the possible side effects of the chemo. Today is the day that Lindsey and I would have been flying home from our trip to  California."

Today's Childhood Cancer Fact: Cancer Stinks!

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September 18th

Day 18 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month.

Todays picture is a picture of Lindsey in her purple survivor shirt at Relay for Life. So many people could not believe that she was in purple. She was so tiny! She took the survivor lap walk (well honestly I probably carried her!) and enjoyed everyone that was waving and clapping for her. (and all the other survivors!) It was an awesome experience.

I am heading home tomorrow and can't wait! When I talked to Lindsey today she said "But I haven't given you a hug!" I can't wait to get a big hug and kiss from my baby girl! I am having a great time but missing the family like crazy.

This is my update from September 28th 2006. It talks about the type of Chemo Lindsey was going to be getting, and the possible side effects from the chemo.

"First stop this morning was to the oncologists office. We got to hear about all the possible horrible side effects of the chemo. I guess we were pretty prepared for most of them. The one that sticks out in my mind is "Increased risk of developing a secondary cancer known as acute myelogenous leukemia". Lindsey will receive 3 different drugs. One is Cisplatin. The most common side effects from this are Nausea, vomiting, loss of appetite, and loss of taste. This is the one that could possibly cause the secondary cancer. It also has possible side effects of low blood counts, hearing loss, kidney and liver damage, hair loss, changes in heart rate, blood pressure, blurred vision, mouth sores, gait disturbances, numbness in toes and fingers, weakness, seizures (rare), chills, fever, rash (rare), and wheezing, difficulty breathing (rare). The next drug is Vincristine. The most common side effects are pain and constipation. Some other possible side effects are tissue irritation at IV site if drug leaks out (this wont happen since she will not be getting this through an IV she will get it through her broviac), pain in jaw, legs, arms, hands, fingers, toes, and joints, hair loss, abdominal pain or cramping, muscle weakness, numbness of fingers and toes, drooping eyelids and seizures (rare). The last drug is called 5-FU. Most common side effect is mouth sores. Other possible side effects include Low blood count, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, heartburn, hair loss, skin rash, skin color changes of hands and face and partial loss of nails, headache, minor visual changes, disturbance in coordination, chest pain, heart damage (rare), and liver damage (transient). We had to go over all this, then sign a consent for treatment. Right now they are planning on doing Chemo every 3 weeks. It all depends on how well she handles the chemo if we can keep to this schedule. They will do a CT scan after her second course is complete to see if there has been enough change to the size of the tumor to re-evaluate for resection. If not, then we will continue for 2 more treatments and re-evaluate at the end of the 4th treatment. I really pray that the first 2 treatments will attack the tumor and cause it to shrink enough for surgery. I pray that Lindsey does not have any terrible side effects of the chemo. I pray for strength to get me through this, watching my little girl receive these awful chemicals into her body. I pray that she can still find some way to look over at me and give me one of her beautiful smiles that help me through each and every day. "

Today's Cancer fact: All kinds of cancer, including childhood cancer, have a common disease process — cells grow out of control, develop abnormal sizes and shapes, ignore their typical boundaries inside the body, destroy their neighbor cells, and can ultimately spread (or metastasize) to other organs and tissues. As cancer cells grow, they demand more and more of the body's nutrition. Cancer takes a child's strength, destroys organs and bones, and weakens the body's defenses against other illnesses

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September 19th

I missed day 19.... I left Utah at 8:30 am and did not arrive in Knoxville until 4:00 am the next morning. It was a very long day and a long story. I ended up renting a car to finally make it home.. Sorry I missed yesterday...


September 20th

Childhood Cancer Awareness month day 20... Today's picture is a picture of Lindsey in the hospital during her first round of Chemo. We had a little scare when she started the chemo. Here is my post from October 3rd 2006. This was Lindsey's first round of chemo.

..."It is back to the drawing board. Lindsey had her first chemo drug, vincristine at about 9:45 pm. They also gave her some anti-nausea medicine called kytril. Then a little while later they started the next chemo drug called cisplatin. About an hour after that I was putting Lindsey in the crib, but decided to change her diaper first. It was dark in the room but as I was changing her, I felt something on her legs. I asked Jeff to turn on the light, as soon as he did we saw hives all over her legs. He ran to the nurse's station and they came in and stopped the chemo. They gave her some benedryl and the hives cleared up in about 30 minutes. We kept a close eye on her the rest of the night, and luckily she did not have any other problems. The doctor came in the next day and said "She isn't making this easy, is she." All we heard all day long was how they had never seen this type of reaction before. Leave it to Lindsey to not only be the 1 in the million, but now the one and only. She definitely likes to keep everyone on their toes! They did give her the 3rd chemo drug called 5-fu. That was all fine, so we got to come home. She is doing really good. She is up and playing and doing just fine. The doctor is going to discuss Lindsey's case with a few other Doctors at a conference he is going to. We will meet with him on Monday the 9th to discuss our next step. We have a couple different options. Right now we are not a 100% sure which drug caused the reaction, it could have been the anti-nausea medicine, or one of the chemo meds. She had pants on so we cannot say for sure when the hives showed up. So we could try the cisplatin again, but a second reaction could be worse than the first. If we did this she would be well monitored in the ICU. Another option is to search for a surgeon that fells comfortable removing this size tumor. There are a couple different chemo drugs that we could use instead of the Cisplatin. But they each have their own separate side effects. One could affect the heart, plus little ones don't handle it as well. So we just have to wait and see. We pray for God's guidance in the next step of Lindsey's recovery. Thank you all for your prayers."

Today's
Cancer fact: Approximately 70% of children with cancer participate in research trials compared to only 3% of adult cancer patients. As a result, many of the advances in
adult cancer treatments are due to breakthroughs in childhood cancer research.

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September 21st

Day 21 Of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. Today I am going to post mynotes from November 27th 2006. I really like the story about the butterfly.
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I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving. We had a nice quite dinner with the family including Grandma and Grandpa. When we were going around the table asking eve...ryone to say what they were thankful for, I love Casey's reply. Casey said he was thankful for Advances in Medicine. I thought that was very good. We all had so much to be thankful for not just on Thanksgiving, but each and every day. I give thanks to God each and every day for giving us another wonderful day with Lindsey and the rest of the family, and I pray that he gives us many, many more. Lindsey had a check up today. Everything looks great. Her blood work all looks very good. We left the clinic today and told everyone that we would see them in January. That is a nice feeling, although you kind of get use to going there 2 times a week, and sometimes even 4 times a week. Lindsey had a dose of Vincristine and as they were giving it I prayed that it will be the last dose she will ever need. She is already feeling the effects of it today as she was very fussy and I could tell she was sore and uncomfortable. I know it will be a long night. I was standing in line at Wal-mart the day after Thanksgiving and I was looking through People magazine as I was waiting. I came across a picture of this beautiful bald little girl. I saw it was an ad for St Jude. I don't know if there has always been this much advertisement about childhood cancer, or if I was just blind to it before. I almost started to cry, right there in the check out line. The add said something to the effect of (I don't remember exactly, but I think you will get the picture) "Most children just need a band-aid to feel better, Children with Cancer need a cure." If that just doesn't get to you right smack dab in the middle of your heart. Wow. Then I saw another add today on Tv that said give to St Jude because of all the healthy children in your life, and help those that are not. Again I don't remember exactly but it said something like that. I know I have some of the return address labels sitting on my desk right now from last year, and I never even sent in my donation. I thank God for opening my eyes. A friend told me about a Christmas Ornament that she saw at Target. It is a butterfly and has a yellow ribbon that
says Children's Cancer Research Fund. 10% of the purchase price will be contributed to the Children's Cancer Research Fund. So I had to go and get one. It is beautiful. Not only that, but I love what it says on the back. It says: "The butterfly represents the changes a child experiences while undergoing cancer treatment. From the cocoon of
treatment and isolation, a child emerges- beautiful and ready to take flight." Wow, that just really hit home. I think it is absolutely amazing that Lindsey's room was decorated in butterflies before she was even born. Most of her clothes have butterflies on them, even her shoes. Plus, she has so many butterfly toys, blankets, books, you name it and it has a butterfly. This is another sign that Lindsey is going to emerge from this cocoon of cancer and be as beautiful as ever and ready to take on the world!"

Today's Cancer fact: Cancer is NOT contagious.

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September 22nd



Day 22 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. Lindsey's Surgery was December 12th 2006. We headed up to Ohio the day before to get her all settled in. Grandma brought the boys up to see Lindsey the night before since her surgery would start so early the next day. They got to see her and give her big hugs and kisses. ...We had no idea what the next day had in store for us. Our precious little baby girl would be going through major surgery. Today I am posting 2 pictures. They are pictures that we took of Lindsey and the boys the night before her surgery. I also want to post a little about Our Lady of Guadalupe. Here is what I wrote on Lindsey's website. "I have not had much time to update the website so most of them have been short and sweet. There has been one thing I have wanted to post. It is about Our Lady of Guadalupe. As most of you know Lindsey's surgery was on December 12th, which is the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe. A friend from church shared her story with us about Our Lady of Guadalupe and it just touched my heart. I knew once she told me about her story and that Lindsey's surgery also fell on the feast of Our Lady, that it was going to be a good day. Plus I just kept getting nice reminders from Our Lady. The most significant was when I pulled the car into the parking garage at the Cincinnati Children's Hospital the night of December 11th. The first thing I saw was a painting of none other than Our Lady of Guadalupe on the back of a pick up truck. I got goose bumps all over. What a wonderful sight to see as I pull into the hospital on the eve of Our Lady's feast. I know that our Dearest Mother definitely interceded for our Darling Lindsey in the hospital on December 12th. Then last night at 6:00 pm on Sunday December 17th as we are leaving the hospital we stop at the Welcome Desk before exiting the hospital to ask about our parking pass. Can you guess what the lady
behind the desk had on her shirt? That's right, she had a pin of Our Lady of Guadalupe on her shirt. How wonderful. I felt so blessed.  Thank you Dearest Mother! I told the lady that I loved her pin and it meant so much to us. I then told her that Lindsey had major surgery on the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe. The first thing we saw as we entered the parking lot, and the last thing we saw as we left the hospital was absolutely beautiful, thank you Our Lady of Guadalupe."

Isn't that just amazing!!!

Today's Cancer fact: Even with insurance coverage, a family will have out-of pocket expenses of about $40,000 per year, not including travel.

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September 23rd

Day 23 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. Lindsey's Surgery was December 12th 2006. What a day!! So hard to let them take her from our arms, but we knew it had to be done... Today's picture is the first time I saw her after the surgery. She was exhausted. She had so many tubes and wires and machines. It was so wonderful to see her after her very long surgery. I just wanted to pick her up and squeeze her but I knew I could not do that. Here are the notes from that day...

"We had a pretty good evening. They came to get us at 6:45 this morning to take Lindsey to surgery. We got to stay with her for a little bit. She kept trying to go through the doors and get out of the induction room. She was a little fussy, she did not like getting up that early and especially since she could not eat. This is where I question if
teaching her sign language was a good idea. It makes it hard when you know exactly what they want and cannot do anything about it. She kept signing "milk" which is what she does when she wants to nurse. The doctor gave her some happy juice and she calmed right down. She kept looking up and smiling and would give a little laugh. Then we got to walk her to the doors of the operating room. The anesthesiologist then took Lindsey and walked through the doors to the Operating room. This was about 7:45am. Then at 9:00am we received a call that she was doing great. She went to sleep just fine, they put in the epidural and they had just made the incision. They said they will give us another update at about 10:30 am. I will try to update as I can. Thank you all for your continued prayers!"

December 12th, 2006 11:00 AM-- Lindsey's Surgery UpdateThe nurse called and said everything is going according to plan. Lindsey is doing very well and is having minimal bleeding at this time. They have not cut into the liver yet. They are still separating veins and all that kinda stuff. Lindsey is doing just fine. She did say that she does expect them to go a little past the 4-hour time frame, but that does not mean anything is wrong. Thank you for your prayers!

December 12th, 2006 12:30 PM-- Lindsey's Surgery UpdateThe nurse just gave us another update. Lindsey is stable and doing just fine. Everything is going as they expected. There is a little more bleeding, but not to bad. They are giving her blood at this time as a precautionary measure. She expects it to be a couple more hours. They are working at cutting out the tumor right now. May God continue to  Bless Lindsey and continue to guide the doctors and nurses. I have to put something that my sister Barbara put on a message this morning about Lindsey. They were talking about the 12 days of Christmas and Barbara said, "On the twelfth day of Christmas my true Lord gave to me, A cancer free Lindsey!" All I can say is that is perfect! I will update when I get a chance. Thank you all for your support and prayers!

December 12th, 2006 4:00 PM-- Lindsey is Out of Surgery Lindsey is out of surgery and she is getting settled into the ICU now. We are waiting to hear from the ICU so that we can go to her room and be there with her when she comes around. We decided to go ahead with the epidural so that the pain associated with the procedure should be easier
to manage. We met with her surgeon and he said that things went as well as they could've hoped for. They were very happy with the margins that they got. (Margins are the amount of healthy tissue surrounding the tumor that they could cut into to try and make sure that they get all of the cancer out and don't leave any behind.) As usual she was not the "typical" case for the surgeons. Her anatomy is atypical which means that once again she made the doctors work to get things accomplished. Normally her gall bladder is located just below the right lobe of the liver and it was being removed as well. Hers was located on top of where they intended to cut the liver and located more
toward the left lobe which caused issues. Then, the liver's arteries and bile ducts normally come up to the liver and split in half and one branch supplies blood to each side of the liver. Some of Lindsey's did that, others split into three and other veins, etc were coming from one lobe across to the other supplying blood. However, even with the added
difficulty the surgeon was very happy with the end results. So, things are going very well at this time. Keep up the prayers."

Today's Cancer fact: Attempts to detect childhood cancers at an earlier stage, when the disease would react more favorably to treatment, have largely failed. Young patients often have a more advanced stage of cancer when first diagnosed. (Approximately 20% of adults with cancer show evidence the disease has spread, yet almost 80% of children show that the cancer has spread to distant sites at the time of diagnosis).

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September 24th

Day 24 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. Today's picture is of Lindsey's belly 4 days after major surgery. Yes she was cut pretty much from one side to the other. Here are just a couple quick updates about the days after surgery.

"December 13th, 2006 10:45 AM-- Lindsey is doing well Lindsey is still in the ICU. ...Last night was a very long night for baby Lindsey, Mama, and Dada but overall things went as well as we could hope for. This morning the doctors removed all of Lindsey's IV and IA lines as well as the tube that went down her nose into her stomach to keep her stomach clear. (This was Lindsey's least favorite thing. She kept trying to get it out.) This morning she is doing really well. Now that she has all of the lines taken out (she still has her
epidural and fluids going into her broviac) she seems much happier and more comfortable. Mama was able to nurse her this morning and she was able to keep that down well, which is a step in the right direction. Now we wait to see if she can hold down foods and oral medicine, wait to see if her pain can be managed with oral medicines, and wait to make sure her bowels, etc. are working properly then we may be able to get moved out of the ICU to a quieter and less busy area of the hospital. So far, so good. She is doing fantastic! Thank you Lord. Keep up the prayers and God bless."

"December 14th, 2006 8:05 PM-- Lindsey is still recovering well Lindsey is still recovering well. She is taking her pain medicine orally and she is breast-feeding and drinking milk and water. She still isn't up for eating solids yet and she is in a lot of pain trying to get used to taking oral pain medicine only. She also isn't sleeping well but she
seems to be progressing well. Her doctors are happy with her progress. The surgeon removed the bandage from her incision. He said that it looks very good. There are steri-strips across it that will fall off on their own. We also got a report back from the pathologist with some great news and some not so great... The pathologist cannot find any cancer cells near where the surgeons made the incision to remove the tumor which means they should've gotten it all out. However, they also found a mixed histology in the tumor which means that the tumor is not pure fetal histology. This means that Lindsey is not out of the woods yet. She will definitely need more chemotherapy and with the mixed histology there is an increased risk of recurrence. So, we will continue to pray and take things as they come. Please keep the prayers and support coming. Thank you"
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December 15th, 2006 7:30 PM-- Lindsey is doing very good We were finally moved out of the ICU at about 9:30 last night. It is not quite as noisy on the 5th floor as it was in the ICU. Lindsey (and mama) slept a little better. Yesterday Lindsey was a little tachycardia. Her heart rate was in the high 160's low 170's. Today it was much better. She was in the high 130's low 140's. Lindsey spent most of the day today catching up on some much needed rest. She at a little chicken noodle soup for dinner, but not too much. They
tried to get her to drink some pediasure, but she was not too fond of it. She did drink some milk and water."

"December 16th, 2006 12:30 PM-- Lindsey is a trooper Lindsey had another good evening. She actually played with some toys for a little bit last night. She slept pretty good until about 6 am when she had her first BM since surgery. This required a full bed change. Then she was right back to sleep. At 9:30am they removed her JP tube. She did very good. They also removed the pulse ox monitor from her toe and they unplugged her from all the monitors. She still has the leads on her belly so they can hook them up and check her heart rate and breathing as needed. She is a happy girl. She is almost free. The only thing holding her back now is her IV. She is feeling much better. She had a little chicken noodle soup for breakfast and we hope her appetite continues to improve. She sat up in the chair for a few minutes today. She now wants to get up and walk around. Maybe they will let her wonder a little this evening. We will have to wait and see. We might be released from here tomorrow. We are looking into getting a room at the RMH, but there is a waiting list. I believe the doctor wants us to stay in the area until next week. It all depends on when she get released. "

Today's Cancer fact: A "BROVIAC"® catheter is a long, hollow tube made of soft, rubber-like material called silicone, with an opening called a lumen. This catheter is commonly referred to as a central venous catheter because it is inserted into the large vein leading directly into the heart.


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September 25th

Day 25 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month.... Today's picture is Lindsey taking her own temperature. I posted the other day about when the nurse came in and put on gloves they would have to give Lindsey a pair also. Well she also wanted to do her own temperature, they would have to leave the thermometer when they wer...e done with it. It was too funny! Kinda sad that Lindsey knew what all these gadgets where for and where they went. Every single night we had to flush her broviac (and by we, I mean Jeff). Very quickly Lindsey figured out what it was that we were doing and most of the time she would pick up her broviac and start cleaning it and try to grab the heparin to flush the line.

Here are some more updates from when she was in Cincinnati for her life saving surgery!

"December 16th, 2006 12:30 PM-- Lindsey is a trooper Lindsey had another good evening. She actually played with some toys for a little bit last night. She slept pretty good until about 6 am when she had her first BM since surgery. This required a full bed change. Then she was right back to sleep. At 9:30am they removed her JP tube. She did very good. They also removed the pulse ox monitor from her toe and they unplugged her from all the monitors. She still has the leads on her belly so they can hook them up and check her heart rate and breathing as needed. She is a happy girl. She is almost free. The only thing holding her back now is her IV. She is feeling much better. She had a little chicken noodle soup for breakfast and we hope her appetite continues to improve. She sat up in the chair for a few minutes today. She now wants to get up and walk around. Maybe they will let her wonder a little this evening. We will have to wait and see. We might be released from here tomorrow. We are looking into getting a room at the RMH, but there is a waiting list. I believe the doctor wants us to stay in the area until next week. It all depends on when she get released. Thank you again for your prayers and support. Please read yesterdays post about missing some of the updates. I really hope someone can help me with that! Thank you again.

December 17th, 2006 4:30 PM-- Lindsey is doing Great Another great day! Yesterday day Lindsey was able to leave her room and go to the playroom for a little bit. She had a great time. She played from about 3pm to 4pm. She had some wobbly legs, but other than that she did very well. She had a great evening. Her pain medication was
prescribed for every 4 hours until 1:00 pm yesterday. From that point on it is now to be given as needed. She did not have another dose of it until 8:00pm last night. She is doing very well. She had a very good night. Today she is feeling very good. They unhooked her from her IV at 9:00 this morning. She is free. We went to the playroom from 10:00 am and played until 11:30 am. She had a lot of fun. She played ball and she played with the baby dolls and some other toys like ones she has at home. Then she took a little nap. We went back to the playroom from 2:30pm until 3:30 pm. She painted for the very first time. She really enjoyed it. She had paint all over her hands and only a couple spots on her clothes. She did a good job. Then she played with a little baby doll and had a little doctor's cart that she was pushing all over. We might just have to find one of these carts. She had so much fun with it. Then she played with some trains, and danced to some music, and played basketball. She is walking much better today. She has not had any pain medication since 8:00pm yesterday. She is feeling very good. It sounds like we may get to leave today! Yeah! Also Lindsey has learned a new word while in the hospital, she
now says "Beep, Beep". I thought that was very cute! Thank you all for your continued prayers. Lindsey is doing so well! We hope to be back home soon."

Today's cancer fact: Stages for Hepatoblastoma

Stage I: There is no spread of tumor detectable outside of the liver. The tumor has been surgically removed at diagnosis and there are no cancer cells on the edges, or margins, of the removed tissue. A pathologist determines if the margins are clear of cancer cells by looking at the removed tissue under a microscope.

Stage II: There is no spread of tumor detectable outside of the liver. The tumor has been surgically removed at diagnosis, but the margins of the removed tissue contain cancer cells.

Stage III: The tumor cannot be surgically removed at diagnosis because it is too big, it has grown into or presses on vital tissues in the liver, or it has spread to the lymph nodes that drain from the liver.

Stage III disease, the tumor is not detectable in other parts of the body besides the liver and possibly the lymph nodes close to the liver.

Stage IV: The tumor has obvious spread through the bloodstream to other parts of the body, most commonly to the lungs.

OH MY GOODNESS!!! WOW!!! Thank you everyone!!! We are up from 479 fans yesterday to 497 fans today! WOWZER! That is awesome ! Thank you so much for helping to spread the awareness!!! 3 more people and we will hit 500! I am pretty sure we can do that before the end of the month.. Thank you! Please continue to share Lindsey's page!! Please click on the button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?

September 27th

Day 27 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month -- Sorry I missed yesterday.. lack of sleep is catching up with me! I was exhausted... Today's picture was taken in January of 2007. This was when Lindsey was in the hospital receiving Chemo! Even getting chemo she was as cute as can be!

Here are my notes from Jan 2007 " Lindsey has begun her first post-operative round of chemotherapy in an attempt to clean up any residual disease left behind after the surgery. Hopefully she handles the planned 2 rounds well and then as long as all of her tests look promising we may begin maintenance. We pray this is the case. Please keep your prayers going for her as well. Lindsey's oncologist, Dr. Hamilton, paid us a visit with some promising news this morning with Lindsey's AFP test results. They weren't quite as low as he was hoping but he said there are a number of things that could be attributed to. The simplest of which is that her body just hasn't cleaned out the residual AFP in her system yet. He did say though that the current number rules out the existence of any significant metastases elsewhere in her at this time. We will check it again next
Wednesday, January 10th, 2007. So, here is the track record of her AFP counts: September 8th, 2006 - AFP of 208,000October 11th, 2006 - AFP of 103,000November 2nd, 2006 - AFP of 33,000November 22nd, 2006 - AFP of 10,000Today, Jan 4th, 2007 - AFP of 275"

and January 6th Lindsey was discharged last night at about 9:00 pm. She did receive a larger dose of chemo this round due to a little weight gain. I don't know if it is because of that, or just because she is on her 4th round, but she is not feeling too well. She has no appetite, and is very tired. She was up quite a few times through the night getting sick, and then slept until 11:00 am this morning. She got sick a couple more times this morning and is now down for a nap. I hope she starts to feel better soon. She is not letting it keep her down though. She was singing and dancing this morning to her favorite video from Happy Feet, "Song of the Heart". This is the first time she has had these
effects from the chemo. I pray she starts to feel better soon. Other than a little upset tummy she is doing pretty good! "

I tell you it isn't easy watching them pump those chemicals into her tiny little body. It seems like yesterday, yet so long ago that we went through all this. I can't believe my baby girl is in Kindergarten and loving life! There is not a day that doesn't go by that she does not bring a smile to my face. There are so many times in a day she just says, "Mama, I love you!" She is just so precious!

Today's Cancer Fact: To date Chili's has raised more than $30 million for the children of St. Jude.

You guys are the greatest!! We have exceeded my expectation for the month!! We sure are spreading awareness! Thank you so much for helping me do that! We are up from 497 fans to 529! That is awesome!!! Thank you so much for helping to spread the awareness!!! We are over 500!! Woo hoo!! Thank you! Please continue to share Lindsey's
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you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?


Today was the Chili's St Jude Day. Thank you to everyone that went!! I was there for Lunch and dinner! Thank you to everyone that met me there, and those that went in your hometown! You guys rock!! We drove by Chili's yesterday and Lindsey said, "I want to go to Chili's." I told her we would be going there the next day. She said, "Great, because I am a big fan of Chili's!". Too cute!! Thanks again everyone!!

Also I know Lindsey's website has not been working. We now have it fixed. You can view more info at www.lindseyann.net! Thanks again!! Please continue to spread awareness! We need a cure!!


September 28th

Day 28 of Childhood Cancer Awareness month! Today's picture was Taken in February of 2008. We found out Lindsey was in remission on Valentines Day 2007. Needless to say, Valentines day is very special to us! We celebrate her remission day like a birthday. She gets a cake, and presents and picks where we eat. (Each year it has always been Chuck E Cheese.) We do something at the hospital for the children that are there, and we also serve dinner at the Ronald McDonald House in her honor. In 2008 We handed out Valentines and Beanie Babies to the kids in the Oncology Department of the hospital. In 2009 We collected Stickers from so many of may scrapbooking friends. I thought people would send envelopes of stickers, no, they were sending flat rate boxes full of stickers! We had boxes and boxes of stickers to deliver to the hospital, as well as valenties. Then in 2010 we collected books from all over the US to take the hospital and hand out with the Valentines. We have lots of help for these events and we appreciate each and every one of you! We are looking forward to Feb 2011! This year we are collecting coloring books and crayons, and little craft sets. (Things for the kids to do in the hospital that has everything included in the kit - can be a homemade kit too!) So if anyone wants to help, keep this in mind and I will be hitting you up come January!!

Here is my post from Feb 14th 2007.. the day we found out Lindsey was in remission. It brings back so many memories of that moment. I am in tears right now reading it again!

"Happy Valentines Day to you all. We hope this is an extra special day for you. Today is the day of love. The day to celebrate this special gift that we all have, the heart that is beating in our chest. The day we let everyone know just how special they are to us, and how much we love one another. I want to send a big thanks to each and every one of
you. I want to tell you all that we love you and we thank you for all your prayers and all your support. As you all know we are awaiting test results for Lindsey. I have been praying that her AFP will come back very very low. Last night I just prayed that God would heal her. I prayed that He will do whatever is best for her. If she needs more chemo, then so be it, if that is going to be the best end result then lets do it. I also prayed that if she does not need anymore chemo, then please let her AFP be down. I also said a little
prayer and asked if He could please watch over that tube of blood and bless everyone that comes in contact with it as it makes its journey to the lab. I also prayed and asked God to please put a little bug in the persons ear that is running her test, let them know this is an important test, and if possible, we would like the results back a little early. Well... the phone rang this morning. I got up to answer it. I looked at the clock, it was 10:43 am, I looked at the phone, I looked at the clock, I looked at the phone. I thought for
a minute, if they did get the test results back early it would probably be late this afternoon. So I finally decided it must be Jeff calling to wish us a Happy Valentines Day. I slowly pick up the phone. I turn it on and try to listen to the background noise, I say, H - e - l -l - o real slow. I hear, "Hi this is Doctor....." on the other end of the phone. His voice sounds very positive. He said "We got the AFP results in." I said, "Okay". He said "You do NOT need to come in for Chemo tomorrow." I said "Thank You!". That is wonderful news. Then I asked about her AFP, it is a 9! I asked if she was considered in Remission and he said yes. He said YES! Lindsey is in Remission. We will start her off therapy tests next week. We will do a CT scan, a hearing test, and a Kidney Function test. We will also do another AFP. He said they would call back later and set up the times. Good
thing because I don't think I can hold back the tears much longer. I hang up the phone. Lindsey sees me crying and comes over and gives me a great big hug. My baby is in remission. Thank you God for answering our Prayers. We had no doubt that You would heal her. You are so Wonderful and we give thanks to You for this special Day! You are
definitely spreading your Good News, and we will continue to do the same! I wish I would have thought about it a little more before I called Jeff. I think I should have just got in car and drove down to his work and told him in person. I was just too excited, I don't really think I could have waited that long. So I called his work phone, no answer. Then I called his cell phone and he said "Hello". I said "Happy Valentines Day". He could hear that I was in tears. He said "What's wrong?". I said that the doctor just called, and he said "AND?". I said "Our Baby is in Remission!" Oh that sounds so good to say. Lindsey is in Remission. Lindsey is in Remission. Lindsey is in Remission!"

Today's Cancer Fact: Survivors of childhood cancers are nearly 10 times more likely to suffer from cardiovascular disease as adults than people who did not have cancer as children, according to a study conducted by researchers from Emory University and published in the journal Cancer Epidemiology, Biomarkers & Prevention.

Thank you to everyone that is helping spread awareness! I can't believe we are up from 529 fans to 537! You guys are the best!!! Thank you so much!!! Please continue to share Lindsey's page!! Please click on the button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?



September 29th


Day 29 of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month! Thank you all for helping spread awareness! Today's picture was taken March 28, 2007. This was the day that Lindsey's Broviac was removed. This picture.. oh it brings back so many memories! It really reminds me of the many times she was put to sleep for a procedure. The... many times I held her in my arms as the anesthesiologist would pump propofol into her tiny little body. We usually had the same anesthesiologist and he knew that Lindsey usually required a little extra propofol to be put under. I would hold her in my arms, one minute she would be awake talking to us, then next minute her entire body would just go limp. It was such a weird experience. I don't really know how else to describe it. Then as they would get her to wake up.. she was so funny! One minute she would be totally out of it, like you see her in the picture, then next thing you knew she would just sit up and be wide awake. It was such a happy day when they finally took out her broviac. After they removed it, I asked the doctor if I could have her broviac. He said I could have it and asked me if I was going to hang it on the Christmas tree, I told him I just might! So to some it may seem weird, but yes, I still have her broviac.

Today's Cancer Fact: What is Hepatoblastoma? Hepatoblastoma is a very rare cancerous tumor that originates in the liver. The liver is one of the largest organs in the body. The primary functions of the liver include filtering and storing blood. The liver consists of right and left lobes. Most hepatoblastoma tumors originate in the right lobe.

Two more days of Childhood Cancer awareness month! Thank you for helping me spread awareness! We are up from 537 fans yesterday to 541 today! You guys are the best!!! Thank you so much!!! Please continue to share Lindsey's page!! Please click on the button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?

September 30th

The last day of Childhood Cancer Awareness Month! -- But lets keep spreading awareness!! We need a cure!! Today's picture is a perfect one to end the month with! This is Lindsey wearing her shirt that says, "This is what a cancer survivor looks like!" And that she is.. a survivor!! We have no idea what the future ...holds. We don't know if there will be any long term effects from the chemo. There are questions that we won't know the answer to for many years. Will she get a secondary cancer? Will she be able to have children? Will her hearing be affected? Will the chemo have stunted her growth? For now we are just thankful for each and every day! Lindsey has certainly blessed our lives as well as many of your lives! Thank you for taking this journey with me over the last month. I have had some laughs, and I have had some tears. Thank you for helping me spread awareness. Lets keep it going! We need a cure!! For all those children that have fought, those that are still fighting, and for those that don't even know yet that they will be fighting!

Childhood Cancer Fact: Cancer is NOT contagious.  Support (emotional, physical, maybe even financial) of the family IS contagious -- and very much needed from everyone -- from friends to neighbors to entire communities. When you know a child who is diagnosed with cancer, be the first one to offer support -- others will follow.

We are up from 541 fans yesterday to 543 fans today! We started the month right around 389 fans! A huge welcome to all our new fans that joined us this month! A big thank you to all of you that helped me spread awareness this month! You guys rick!!! Thank you so much!! Please continue to share Lindsey's page!! Please click on the button under Lindsey's picture that says "SUGGEST TO FRIENDS" then send an invite to all your friends. Thank you!! Lets continue to spread awareness. Are you wearing your gold?



September 2nd, 2010
Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

Wow! I have been neglecting this page.  In this case, no news is good news.  Lindsey is doing great!  She just started Kindergarten. It is so hard to believe!  The day I dropped her off I started thinking back to her diagnosis.  She has come a long way!  She is a happy and healthy 5 year old!  September is Childhood Cancer awareness month.   I am sharing some old pictures and some Childhood cancer facts each day on her facebook page.  I will try to post some of them here as well  Please "like" her facebook fan page.
http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/One-in-a-Million-Lindsey-Ann/248994659212?ref=ts

Here is today's Cancer Fact:


Think about today's Cancer fact when you drop your little one off for school. Every school day, 46 young people, or two classrooms of students, are diagnosed with cancer in this country. More than 12,500 children are diagnosed with cancer each year and over 40,000 children and adolescents currently are being treated for childhood cancers.

That means... Each day... 2 room full of kids get diagnosed with cancer. Can you imagine how many lives are affected each day by Cancer? Lets think about those 46 kids. Say they each have 1 sibling, that is 46 more people affected, so we are at 92 people. Then each of those kids have parents, so that is 92 more people, we are at 184 people now. Then most of them will have 4 Grandparents so that is 184 more people, we are now at 368 people. I bet they have lots of Aunts and Uncles and Cousins and friends and neighbors. I think you get the point. Do you see how many lives are affected each and every day by cancer? I wear Gold today for my precious baby girl! I wear Gold Today because I want to raise awareness and find a cure!

Please invite a friend to Lindsey's page and help spread awareness. Today we have 389 fans. Thank you everyone! We raise awareness, because we need a CURE!

I am also going to try to reflect on a part of our journey during this month.  Today's reflection is about Lindsey age at diagnosis.    Lindsey was 15 months old when she was diagnosed. If I meet someone and ask how old their children are.. you can not imagine how it feels when someone says that their child is 15 months old. It is a very difficult age for me. When I see their little tiny 15 month old, it brings back so many memories. To me at 15 months old, my precious little baby was 10 feet tall and bullet proof. She needed to be.  She had quite a battle coming up.  I guess now when I look at how tiny and innocent a 15 month old actually is.. well. It definitely pulls on my heart!

Please wear gold and help spread awareness. September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month!



September 2010
Catch Up
 I have been posting some things on Lindsey's facebook fan page, but not here.  So I am going to copy what I have posted there.


February 11th 2010 Book Drive

Books have taken over my dining room! If you said you were sending them and they have not arrived, please let me know the status so we can either find someone else, or know that they are on the way! We are still waiting on Colorado, Idaho, Iowa, Louisiana, Maine, Minnesota, Missouri, New Mexico, North Dakota and Orego...n!! Thanks everyone!! We will be delivering to the hospital tomorrow & to the RMH on Monday!


February 12th 2010

We had an awesome day today at the hospital! Thank you everyone that helped! Lindsey was on the 5 o'clock news! We celebrate 3 years remission on Sunday & then serve dinner & deliver more books & goodies to the Ronald McDonald House on Monday! If you want to help there is still time! We are still collecting items to take to the RMH or you can send paypal to help with buying some supplies for them! Thank you everyone!

March 2nd, 2010

well.... I don't know why I thought her tests were this week.. I am just glad I realized this at 10:30 pm the night before instead of driving to the hospital at 7:30 tomorrow morning! Looks like it is next Tuesday. I didn't even have the day of the week right. Not sure what I was thinking! So NEXT Tuesday the 9th is the day! Thanks everyone!!

March 9th 2010

We had a great day! Hearing test was great! Chest xray & Ultra sound = prelim results are good. Just waiting on the major indicator and that is the AFP test.. Should have results by Friday at the latest! Thanks for all the prayers! After the testing I asked Lindsey what she wanted to do, she said "Go for a walk" So ...we did. We went and walked around the zoo. Grandma and cousin CJ joined us. It was a beautiful day!

March 11th 2010

AFP test is back!! Everything is just fine!!! Woo hoo!!!! Another 6 months until we have to do it all again!! Afp is 1.3. (Normal is anything under 10). Thanks everyone for all the prayers!

March 24th, 2010

Just had to share. Lindsey woke up this morning and opened the blinds and said, "Good morning world". It was so cute!




January 2010
Happy New Year!
Hope everyone is doing great!  We are getting ready to celebrate Lindsey's 3rd Anniversary!  She said she wants her 1st birthday at Chuck E Cheese (She is talking about her anniversary - Seems like this is going to be a Annual Event at Chuck E Cheese I wonder if we will be celebrating her 25th Anniversary at Chuck E Cheese too?  Lol) and her 2nd birthday (meaning her real Birthday) at the beach!  I don't know where she comes up with these things!  She is awesome!! 
So back to her anniversary.  Last year we did a sticker drive. It was a huge success, thank you to all that participated!   This year we are doing a book drive.  We are collecting books and we will donate them to the Hospital and to the Ronald McDonald House.  Please email me if you would like to help out!  I have also posted more on a facebook page about the Book Drive.  http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=625034038&v=feed&story_fbid=158882255914#!/pages/One-in-a-Million-Lindsey-Ann/248994659212?ref=sgm .  We are trying to collect from all 50 states again this year!  We will be delivering the books on Friday February 12th so please have them arrive by then. If you can't send a book but still want to help we are also collecting items to take to the Ronald McDonald house on February 15th.  We are taking monetary donations to buy the supplies they have asked for as well as donations of the actual supplies.  They have asked for lysol spray, small trash bags, and Clorox wipes, bathroom spray (no flowery smell).   Thank you everyone!!  I hope you are having a great New Year!